The current task did not seem all that bad so she tried to push aside her thoughts that made her think too deeply about everything related to it.
Perhaps there was just one thing that needed to be done related to her target then it would all be over.
Perhaps there would be no bad result from her completing the task and perhaps there would be nothing happening to that person.
Perhaps the results would end up being good for that person instead if she completed it.
There were far too many things she could not know and such a realization only let her realize something about herself.
The more that Ash continued to avoid many parts of the human world, the longer she would continue to remain ignorant of such things.
If she continued that way then it would only end up with her having such thoughts each time that she took on a task or did something else without proper knowledge of everything.
