What he was doing at this moment should not be possible, Rowan was accustomed to doing things that were inconceivable to others, but this struck him as incredibly odd, and he decided to leave how he was able to achieve it for his immortal mind to contemplate in the future.
Even while still in the body of a mortal, he had crossed a step where he could now touch his Memories and wield it, and because he was a living dimension, his Memories carried a weight that was almost unreal.
He could rationalize touching his Memories, after all, he was inside of them, but controlling them was something different. How was he able to…. Like a brick to the head, the answer came to him and Rowan blinked in surprise and almost laughed aloud at his stupidity, he was not controlling them—these Memories, that was what an immortal would do, no they were helping him because they were all a part of him. He did not need to control them, they were giving him their strength to wield.
