[Affirmative.]
"...i see."
Meta's plain affirmation was more than all i needed to know that nothing truly was within my control. But wether or not the affirmation was that of confirming all of my actions leading up until the moment i killed Nicodemus was part of the bigger plan, or what my options and new circumstances after getting branded with a Devil's Karma were, or even, perhaps both, i wasn't sure.
Right from the very beginning, the mysterious nature of Meta and the system left me uneasy. The idea that the concept of my life and existence was by the rules and laws of some other, every of my actions dictated like a predetermined move of chess, had always been weighing on me. It would be a lie for me to say i hadn't thought about it all this years.