Ian did not allow me to go directly to see Gruvv that night, he said he had to discuss with the doctors so as not to cause bigger problems. The air conditioner that was so cold and the room door that had an outer layer also prevented Gruvv's pheromones from going into my room.
They were trying not to get me into HEAT again, because like Gruvv it would be much more dangerous for me to experience HEAT and take suppressants.
I cried for so long that my eyes hurt, Ian said goodbye after explaining things to me. He said he'll be back this morning.
That night, I was alone in my room, staring at the moon from the window.
I never thought I would meet someone who suffered the same pain as me. He who looked strong and reliable had a cruel and painful past. What Ian said about Gruvv made me emotional, we were two people who were both traumatized by pheromones.
