After my conversation with Nkosi I went home, well he took me home, I hate him, I hate the fact that he knows, not even my brothers know, I made sure that they didn't know, I didn't want them to know the type of father they have. Nkosi stopped by my house, but before getting out I looked at him,
Me:"when's the meeting?"
Nkosi :"Friday" I've never been so defeated, keep in mind today is Tuesday
Nkosi :"Uhm can I take you out for shopping tomorrow, just for a couple of wife looking clothes?". I first stare at him, Nkosi is a beautiful man but and an idiot and that just covers up the beauty, and I'm still tryna clock, how the hell does he know about my situation, who told him? Was he part of those men? But he wouldn't wanna help me if he was part of them
Nkosi:"Nkazimulo" he calls and I come back to reality
Me:"ok, I don't mind" I say as I come out of his car and walk to my house. As I enter the house I find my brother's eating watching TV, when they see me, they all walk towards me, they first stare at me, then they all hug me. I tried, I promise, I tried to be strong, but I was tired so I broke down in their arms and luckily they didn't ask me any questions they all kept quiet and continued to hug me, one thing I know my brothers love me as much as I love them and I wouldn't want anyone else in my life. After some time I pull away from my brother's as I get a call from Nkosi, ergg yerrr this nigga is gonna annoy the shit out of me I'm so tired of him
Me :"what?!"
Nkosi:"I'm coming to fetch you, change of plans"
Is he drunk??!!!
Me:"I'm not your whore Nkosi, I don't ask you how high when you tell me jump, exactly where am I supposed to leave my brothers?!"
Nkosi:"its fine we can go with them, I'm by the gate" and he hangs up on me, my brothers look at me waiting for me to explain
Me:"Let's go" I tell them and they just look at me, but stay quiet and follow me. As we leave Senzo looks at me weird almost mad
Me :"He's not my man, relax, he's just helping me with something" I say reassurancing him, and he nods and continues to follow me,
Nkosi :"We have a problem and it can't wait, get in" my brothers and I stay quiet as we watch him open the door for me, I first get in thats when my brothers get in and we drive off