So you know my final exams started the previous month and will end at the end of this month, so I've been busy with that. And on the day of the first exam that was physics, we had to go to other school since we have it as the center, so we went there.
The moment I entered that school I was the only one from our friend group, standing in line we were waiting to go inside so I was waiting for my friends,while looking at the gate, then I saw Ren, he entered and saw me so I ignored him. Then the boys started heading in and I was still looking for my friends,when I looked at him (unintentionally)he looked at me smilingly, and the went ahead (although he was standing 3 persons ahead). Then we girls went in.
Then on the 2nd exam my mother came to drop me as usual, and told me to enter the school since we thought I was late. As i looked at the gate,Ren was already looking at me and was I being delusional that he was smiling?
I felt frustrated that I will have to enter either along with him or after him, but then again what could I do,right?
Then the English exam changed our sitting arrangement, so we had to sit in the same class,except for Anu we three were there, and unfortunately Ren toonwas there.
So as I remembered the sitting arrangement I reprimanded myself knowing he would be there too. Then he entered. I was sitting in the 1st row 2nd seat and he was maybe on last row 3 rd seat. I don't know why, but I was feeling conjusted, uncomfortable, and nervous. Either because he was there or because he was looking my way. I don't know which one, as always i didn't. But I thought that I was feeling his gaze. Whatever it was it still puzzles me. Any ways whatever.
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Hey, i was thinking that I should tell you about my fantasies that I imagine and in almost all of them Ren is someone getting jealous on the sides and regretting I don't know what, so next time I will tell you about them and maybe in between too .
For now, bye;)