"You lied to me, you promised me you said you'll never leave me, but you left the moment you promised me," she said, not raising her head to look at me and started crying "I'm sorry, miss, but I think you got the wrong person," I said, taking my handkerchief to wipe her tears "Stop lying to me Blake, after you lied and left me, you still claim not know me," she says quietly "You are heartless." she raised her head and looked at me. That's when I saw her beautiful face, those light brown eyes that I missed so much. "A...….Ale...…..Alex?" I am shocked, surprised, glad, happy. In fact, I don't know how to express my feelings anymore touching her face. I looked at her eyes "I missed you so much, I looked for you but found no trace of you at home. I even checked out your records, but it states that you are dead, I was devastated, " I said, smiling "You didn't look for me, Blake, you're lying," she said, removing my hands from her cheek "I did. I swear I did. Even when I was studying overseas, I was still looking for you," I said, taking her hands "No, you didn't. You're lying through your teeth," she screamed. The people around looked at us. Even with the music being very loud, her voice surpassed " it's not the right place to talk come with me" taking her hands I walked her out of the club, got in my car and told the driver to take us to the nearest hotel when I was about to look at Alex ******************************** END OF FLASH BACK *********************************** "I don't really remember. Besides, I don't care," I said, walking towards the living room and trying to calm down before I do something I will regret "what do you mean you don't care, Emily I know what I did in the past was wrong, and I don't even know how to explain, I was controlled by my parents back then I had no choices" he said calmly trying to explain "Oh, please spare me the drama and get the hell out of my house," I said, pointing at my door, almost finishing my ice cream "Alex...…....Emily, let me explain" he tried pleading "Explain what, huh? the facts that you left without telling me or the fact that you did not send nor reply my messages or the fact that you saw me after how many years and the first thing to do is to take advantage of my drunken state and vulnerability, or the fact that you're claiming to love me and wants to marry me" i said angrily smashing the empty ice cream container on the table. "Listen........" I raised my hand, cutting him off "No, you listen. All I did was to have sex with a total stranger, and if the outcome produces a child, I'll take full responsibility. So I don't see why I should listen to all this bullshit in my apartment. " "I believe you need time to adjust to the whole thing. Let's talk another time when you are less mad," "There will be no other time" "Really? you want to take my word for it?" he asked, grinning "Listen, you don't even know me anymore. You would be surprised that you're proposing to a total stranger." "Oh, I know you alright," he said, walking towards me "Oh really, we'll see about that," I said rolling my eyes already fed up with the conversation "Hmm, we'll see," he said as he put his hand on my waist "What the hell do you think you're doing?" I asked, obviously pissed off "I remember when we were little, you had your hair short like an urchin," he said, putting his fingers in my hair as the hair curled into his thumbs "But now it's longer and curly like red flame and wild," he said, touching my face "wow its no longer an urchin." i asked scarcastically rolling my eyes "I think I love it like this," he said as he moved his head towards me, his eyes on my lips. He was drawing her closer, she could--- should--- have pulled away from him. Blake Harding was the last man, She wanted to pursue her. he was far too close, his hand slipped down from her shoulders along the curve of her back, and his lips touched hers with an almost electric shock. Her hands moved against his chest, pushing against his hard muscles. " Emily," he murmured huskily "Kiss me," he commanded just once, just for a moment. A brief madness in her apartment, she let her fingers spread, feeling the solidness of him through his soft mohair sweater. his mouth searched along the side of her face, pressing soft kisses on her neck, her cheek, her lips. He grasped her wrists with his fingers, drawing them up. placing her arms around his neck, her fingers found his dark hair. "No," she broke away, getting far enough from his hands and lips to regain sanity. for heaven's sake, it was only a kiss, but she was trembling like a young girl "What's wrong?" he asked darkly his voice so deep it sent shivers down my spine "Everything is wrong," I exclaimed "What? how?" he asked, getting frustrated as he took a step forward but she stretched out her hands making him stop at his approach "Just go away," I whispered "What? I didn't get you," he asked "get the fuck out of my damn apartment and never come back I hate you" I said calmly "but your body says the complete opposite" he said grinning his hands back in his pocket as he looked at me challengingly "well, guess what its just sex my body is after, this body can react to any man, so you are no different. I can fuck anyone I feel like" "but...." "don't but me, get out right now" I said pointing towards the door he just stood there instead his face face unreadable after so many years he's now a master at hiding his espression "so...? get out" but he still stands there all of a sudden he snapped his head at me "are you married?" "no" "you engaged?" "no" "a boyfriend?" "no" " so what the hell is the problem" "you" "me?" he said confused "yes, you" I said pointing at him "you are the reason why my life is a mess, stop acting like you are innocent when you are the reason why my life is a living hell" "but Ale...…. Emily I don't understand what exactly did I do" he asked looking confused, that only pissed me off "can you just get out" I said trying to control myself "fine I'll go" he said "Ah! thank goodness finally" I exclaimed "but I'll be back" he said challenging me "oh like hell you would" I said nonchalantly "want to make a bet on that" he said challengingly walking towards the door "yeah right" I said "oh definitely" he said holding the door knob "see you around little lion" he said and disappeared behind my already closed door, leaving me alone in my god forsaken apartment . "why does he keep calling me that" I thought out loud almost immediately, I heard a knock at the door, knowing who it was I opened the door. "why do I have a feeling that I know that guy and whoever that guy was I have a feeling that he's trouble" Maria said seriously walking in "you're damn right Maria" I said walking inside, taking my seat, crossed my legs then looked up to Maria "he's back" I said trying to put my emotion in check " who is back" she asked raising an eyebrow, looking at me with a face that says 'I don't like the sound of that' "Blake Harding" I said as I sighed tiredly "what? you got to be kidding me" Maria said "no I'm not" "why the hell is he back now, when we are about to start the execution of the plan" "call the guys, we have some planning to do" "right" Maria said getting her phone obviously very angry, who wouldn't be. Blake why are you back ******* That night I couldn't sleep, how can I sleep when all I see is my past the moment my eyes closes. I really miss my parents it's been so long see I visited them I looked at the picture of them and touched my mums face with tears running down my face "mum, dad i'll definitely get revenge i'm gonna make them all pay every single one them are going to pay for what they did to us, only then can I come see you" I hugged the picture as the tears ran down my eyes Never the less, I don't give a damn about my past life, whatever happened should remain in my past . This is my present and I will not let my past affect my present because I'm going to make them pay back for what they did to me, I won't let anyone play with me anymore. I'm not a toy, they are going to pay 10 times what they did to me so they should be ready. Blake Harding you came at the right time how could I make you pay for everything if you're overseas. this time I'm going to make your life a living hell, you're gonna regret ever knowing me after tossing on my bed several times I fell asleep without even notice.
