John and I went home—yes, to John's mansion. John was good at manipulating and controlling. He had many ways of getting me to eventually comply with all his wishes. I had never submitted to any man, not even Jayme, who had been a man I liked. However, with John, it was different.
One might say that I fall in love easily. That was true, and it was always with mature men, even though I was once the kind of Hell and Jenna who destroyed someone's household. That happened after Blake left. I seemed to lose my grip, lost my best friend, who had always been my protector, and eventually met a guy who looked like him. We spent the night and did the same thing again the next day.
It all went on for a month before the man's wife finally found out and ruined my life for the millionth time.
No, it didn't. It wasn't that woman who ruined my life but my own behavior. If only I hadn't been seduced by that man, I would never have been behind bars and hated by so many people, even Jenna.
