Peace
He forcefully tried to make love to me. His body weight had pressured me down. I could not move and I could only squeeze my wrist and close my eyes tight. I did not understand why Thane was behaving this way. Did he really love me before and was truly heartbroken? Or was this incident an opportunity to show his true colors, this were the only things I could think about at the moment.
Love bite on top love bite, he could not stop his rough palms from searching where they had wanted too.
My baby, my baby…I hope his forcefulness would not hurt my baby..
I had to do something, this was when I realized that this was not my Thane untop me. It was a demon in disguise. He leaned in closer and kissed me but I had to bite him very hard, I tasted the saline flavoured taste of blood and he walloped me to the side of the bed, thankfully, it was against pillows.
I heaved a sigh of relief, I got up and I covered my body with the coat I wore into the room initially, if I found out that I had lost my baby in the name of love making, I would not be able to forgive myself. I placed my hand on my shoulder, maybe doing this would reduce my racing heart.
"Uh hello, Mr. Thane sorry to disturb your family re-union but you had called me" a woman with a tiny high pitched voice came in at stood with her three inched high heel at Thane's room doorstep.
She walked in and sat on the bed; the space in between Thane and I.
She dragged his loose tie and landed on his lap, her breasts that were held rather loosely with her black tube bounced up and down like a water-filled balloon reverberating.
" Thane who is she?"
" Oh your husband hired me to keep him company" she curved her pink glossy lips, smiling at me shamelessly.
I looked up into the air, tears were brimming out. I got up, folded my body properly with my coat and I walked out of the room fast pacedly.
" You were not supposed to come in now.."The voices trailed off as I heard Thane say to the lady . I closed my eyes and I bitterly sobbed my way into the sitting room. I could hear hurried footsteps along my way.
" Peace!"
I stopped at a halt, when I heard his voice calling out. At this moment, I felt so pathetic and vulnerable. I still wanted to stay to listen to whatever explanation he was ready to give.
"You had your own fun outside so I decided to bring her in…"
I cleaned my hot burning tears from my face earnestly and quickly "Thane, did you ever love me?" I turned to face him.
" Peace, before you betrayed me, everything was fine. I was willing to give the world to make you feel happy and safe."
"But I told you that I had not done it" I held his shirt with my hands clasped and I lowered my head to meet my clasped hands.
" I saw you on the bed with him.."He said as he lowered his voice and avoided eye contact.
" So you decided to bring that prostitute into our house." He turned his face to the side like he was angry about the truth that I had spilled out. He held my hands and loosened my grip on his shirt.
" You went out to see Luther at a hospital, what? Am I not allowed to see another woman" he said raising his voice at me.
I turned back and knew I had to make a crucial decision.
"I don't think I can do this anymore"